Back from San Cecilio hospital and post surgery rest
My lovelies, dear readers, it's been more than a week now that I'm back home and I can't tell you how happy I was to finally lie down in my bed and rest. Well it's going to take a while to fully recover but I'm definitely on the mend. You see, I needed to have a hysterectomy. (horrible word isn't it ?). As you can imagine, it's really not what I wished for but it was the only possible remedy offered to me and I had no choice. To explain things briefly, I had too many problems with my period for a long time due to big fibromas (am not too sure it's the correct medical term in English). The doctors also detected high grade lesions but then the biopsy was negative which my gynecologist found quite suspicious. She immediately prescribed the operation to be safer. But first I needed to treat the anemia due to the excessive bleeding.
And this is how, I ended at the San Cecilio hospital. I've never had an operation in my life, not even appendicitis and funnily enough, what I dreaded more was not the operation itself but the anesthesia. Monchéri held my hand all the way to the surgery room. We were both quite nervous and tried our best to hide it, telling each other we'll meet up very soon. That day, the surgeon who was supposed to perform the operation couldn't come so I was introduced to another surgeon: Dr Francisco Beltran. I felt immediately reassured as I knew he had a good reputation and I was relieved to be in such good hands. We chatted a bit about the operation. He guessed from my accent that I was French. As he was checking my last name, he also guessed I have Malagasy origins and then I was put to sleep on these words : Como me gustaria ir a Madagascar...How I'd love to go to Madagascar. When I woke up, it seemed only 10 minutes have gone by. A man in green came up to me and immediately after, Monchéri's smiling face was approaching mine. It was done, I felt calm and serene. The pain only came the day after. It seemed to me my guts were just moving on their own. I had nervous spasms and a terrible pain on my left side. I dreaded getting up and I'll be for ever grateful to a nurse called Trini who helped me every day to get up without hurting myself, explaining to me, I had to measure my movements like in Tai'chi. Oh, she was unbelievable and her smiling face in the early morning really cheered me up during my stay. I can't wait to be able to walk properly and bring her a big bunch of flowers at the hospital to thank her.
Unlike the other patients in my room, (we were four) I didn't have too many visits because I knew I would be sleeping most of the time. My lovely French friends Josiane and Anne-Muriel came especially to bring me some Japanese soup, as I told them the food wasn't exactly wonderful. My little bedtable soon became a miniature grocery store filled with packets of biscuits, dried fruit, exquisite Morroccan pastries brought by my French Moroccan friends. Monchéri bought fashion magazines so that I won't be too bored. My parents called everyday to check how I was getting on. I won't lie....it felt so nice to be pampered and spoilt !
I am also so grateful to all of you who left me a comment or emailed me. You are so sweet and dear to my heart ! I read each of your comments with little tears in my eyes. I was so touched....I will very soon come and visit you and thank you properly. I can't stay too long on the computer as after a while I get a bit dizzy but you will see me definitely on your blogs in the next days....
Also I want to reassure you, after having felt depressed a few days about the operation, I now feel totally positive and my old cheerful self. As you can imagine, Monchéri's support and love were essential to me and helped me tremendously. As he says, we can still adopt a baby - just like my lovely blogging friend Yoli - and life goes on. So I'm saying yes to life and its endless possibilities....
Unlike the other patients in my room, (we were four) I didn't have too many visits because I knew I would be sleeping most of the time. My lovely French friends Josiane and Anne-Muriel came especially to bring me some Japanese soup, as I told them the food wasn't exactly wonderful. My little bedtable soon became a miniature grocery store filled with packets of biscuits, dried fruit, exquisite Morroccan pastries brought by my French Moroccan friends. Monchéri bought fashion magazines so that I won't be too bored. My parents called everyday to check how I was getting on. I won't lie....it felt so nice to be pampered and spoilt !
I am also so grateful to all of you who left me a comment or emailed me. You are so sweet and dear to my heart ! I read each of your comments with little tears in my eyes. I was so touched....I will very soon come and visit you and thank you properly. I can't stay too long on the computer as after a while I get a bit dizzy but you will see me definitely on your blogs in the next days....
Also I want to reassure you, after having felt depressed a few days about the operation, I now feel totally positive and my old cheerful self. As you can imagine, Monchéri's support and love were essential to me and helped me tremendously. As he says, we can still adopt a baby - just like my lovely blogging friend Yoli - and life goes on. So I'm saying yes to life and its endless possibilities....
Again thank you so much for your love and kindness
You're great !!!!
Comments
All the best wishes to you!
Steven from Germany, formerly Gran Canaria
My scar still itches and the cut muscles have never returned to their former elasticity. You will do better I am sure and I am so pleased that you have good care.
BIG kiss xxxooo Take it easy allow yourself time- allow yourself to be pampered. You need it.
Lovexxxooo
Best wishes.
Greetings from London.
Welcome back,
Nathalie
This is a serious operation and you must be kind to yourself.
I send gently hugs and much love from New York.
I'm so glad you're back home and that you have so many wonderful friends who love you.
Lot's of love,
David
Godeliva van Ariadone
Each day I checked your site - was starting to get a little worried. I'm glad to know that you are on the road to recovery. Sounds as if you were surrounded by love. Best wishes to you!
Ry
Much love to you, Lala -
Catherine xx
I wish you all the best and I am glad that you are back home.
Take a good restmy friend because there's nothing more precious in life than health.
Khaled
I keep thinking how endings are beginnings, too.
Sara
You have been going through so much. Thank you for sharing something so deeply personal. I will be sure to keep you in my prayers and I hope that you will have a speedy recovery. Please take care.
Des
You will have a speedy recovery with lots of love to help you along.
It is so nice that you are home again and on the mend. You are blessed that Moncheri is so loving and caring and that he is supportive of you...adopting a baby would be so beautiful...you would get to choose each other, a family of your choosing. :)
I think it is a brilliant and gorgeous LOVING idea.
xoxo
Happy you are home and on the mend....:)
My heart sunk when I read about your enforced vacation and even worrier when I don't see any sign on your blog for the last couple of weeks.
Today I could not hold back my tears of joys knowing you are on the road of recovering.
You are blessed,your darling Monchéri is showering you with so much love and support. You need that!
When there is a will,there is always a way to live up to your hope.
Take care, rest and be happy.
XOXO
So lovely to have you back here again. You've been through a lot - do take care of yourself and I hope you'll soon be feeling much, much better. Caroline x
As long as we are healthy and live with a clear mind life is not only full of possibilities & choices, but also endless pleasures. Your life will always be full of love because you make it so.
Take good care lovely... you have been greatly missed.
xxx
xo.
¡Mejorate pronto! ¿¿Oíste??
Le plus important est que tout ce soit bien passé et que tu sois de retour avec nous.
Bisous
LOVE
María Cecilia
I, too, had the same operation - when I was only 28. No regrets at all.
Just be very easy on yourself and give yourself permission to be lazy
and spoiled.
Many hugs to you -
Jjjj
When I wrote you an email some days ago about permission to use some pictures of your blog, I did not know that you just came back from the hsopital after an operation, with not only fysical consequences, but also with strong emotional impact. I just read your recent post and learned about it. So now I thank you even more that you answered my question so quickly. That is very very sweet of you.
I wish you all the best, do recover quickly from the operation, enjoy being pampered by the love of all around you.
Many greetings from Amsterdam, Henk
Hugs,
Yoli
Lisa, Milwaukie, Oregon U.S.A.
que lindo você dividir um momento tenso como esse por aqui.você é tão cheia de vida! acho graça como sempre fico feliz de ver como o teu moncheri te trata bem. você merece o melhor, sempre. vou cantar o meu mantra pra você ser cada dia mais plena e feliz.
beijos no seu coração, se cuida nuito bem.
I know you will make a wonderful mother someday to someone who needs you very much.
Lots of love for healing to you!
Back to your wonderful life. SO glad it is over, that you are safe and have been made whole!
That love is surrounding you now, as it will be always! You have a golden light which emanates from you Lala. How lovely you are.
Hugs to you and hi to your cher too!
love,
Constance
Gentle Hugs
Here's to wishing you much love and new beginnings....
Welcome back.
Bisous,
Melissa
hugs